I don’t know why. I don’t know what it is either. Lately however, I have been asking the boys questions about their mother.

Once I asked them why they hadn’t asked to talk to her in a while. They shrugged their shoulders.

Another time I asked whether they wanted to talk to her and my oldest asked why?

Most recently we were talking about her again and I reminded them that if they ever wanted to talk to her, they could. My younger asked me “does mommy have our phone number?” I told him that I believed she did…because we haven’t changed our number and she always calls us at this number.

He thought about it for a minute and then responded “well then she can call us!”

And with that…I am making a decision to leave it alone.

I won’t bring it up again.